Dear Scotty, today started out wonderful. I felt so in love with you, just like when we first started going out. And then the boys started talking about smoking and it bothered me so much, and you put me down in health class again.. I don’t blame you. I understand that I’m no fun anymore, and more and more you count on Ryan to make you happy. We had a good talk today, I realized I need to stop telling you all my problems. I need to tell you I love you more. I’m tired of being grumpy and sad and fighting. I wanna be happy again. So then the day got way better. We laughed and joked and fell asleep all tangled up. Just me and you in the dark, us again. Finally us. I hope tomorrow is great, I love you boo. Love, gracie.