February 2012
2 posts
The end.
Dear Scott,
I don’t know what you want, I don’t know if you love me like I still love you. I don’t know if I’ll ever be better, or if we’re a lost cause. I guess I finally have come to terms with us being…done. Just know that you are the only thing I want, but your happiness is most important to me. So if I make you unhappy and stressed out, I’ll leave...
January 2012
10 posts
Dear Scott,
We’re talking, friends, flirting. Last night I said we should stay apart and you fought for me like crazy. I’ve never heard you cry, never heard how much you needed me. I’ve never felt so loved. You admitted that our relationship failed partly because of you, and I really appreciated you saying that. You told me that if you let me go, you would never be able to...
Dear Scotty,
We broke up today. It’s January 23rd. We don’t make each other happy, and it sucks but it’s true. You are my best friend, and I love you. But I can’t love you with all my heart until I love myself. I need to figure some shit out Scott, and I just couldn’t do it with you. No more October 3rd. No more kisses. No more goodnight, sleep tight. No more Gracie...
Dear Scott,
Brett is up with his friend Mackenzie for the long weekend. Even though you were grumpy about the lake not being frozen, you me Dana Brett and Mackenzie went to the pine cone in wolfboro. I got AMAZING peanut butter pie. You Dana and Brett smoked on the ride there, and I kind of..idk it looked fun. It didn’t look gross, it just seemed like normal teenage activities. After the...
Dear Scott,
You’re amazing.
Love, grace.
Dear scott,
We’ve been having so much fun lately! So much love and so much cuteness and I love it! We went out to breakfast the other morning :) and it’s snowing out and we are gonna have an awesome 2012. I love you so so SO much baby :). You’re my bestest friend
December 2011
5 posts
We had an awesome day. We laughed and joked and I was happier than I’ve been in a long time. You took my face in your hands and told me that you missed me, that you were glad I was back. We both cried. There’s nothing that I want more than to stay this happy with you, to stay this in love. We ate dinner at Cristen’s and watched a movie and it was perfect. I don’t even know...
Merry Christmas baby
Dear Scotty, today started out wonderful. I felt so in love with you, just like when we first started going out. And then the boys started talking about smoking and it bothered me so much, and you put me down in health class again.. I don’t blame you. I understand that I’m no fun anymore, and more and more you count on Ryan to make you happy. We had a good talk today, I realized I need...
Hey Baby!
We had a fun day today :). A little awkward-ly tension-y at some points, but overall good. We went to Kenzie’s bonfire party and you asked Sophia every question to do with lesbians you could think of. Now I think you guys are way closer and you said you’ll text her all the time. I like when you make friends. (: I don’t like thinking about you having...
Dear Scotty,
We had an amazing day yesterday. We just kissed in bed and rolled around and giggled. You made burritos and we watched sports tv. I wasn’t really in the mood but we sexualized anyways and it was nice. Then we just curled up together and fell asleep. I love being wrapped in your arms, and hearing you say my name. Hearing you tell me you’ll always love me in a sleepy voice...
November 2011
13 posts
Dear Scott,
You’re home! And I can sleep soundly! And I’m just so happy. (: We had a fun night..you gave me Flurry (my reindeer) and lots of other awesome presents. (Thank you soo much :) And I gave you your jumbo boxers (yay for snowflakes) and your long-lost hat. Sex last night was seriously the best thing i’ve ever experienced. You joked that we’d have to wait a week...
Dear Scott,
My days are quiet without you. I have no one to tell anything, no one who would understand. My sister’s home. I’m afraid that when i’m out of the house, and come home for vacations, i’ll get gifts thrown at me like she does. “Let’s go get massages! And all of this expensive stuff! Because you’re my daughter and I’m happy your...
Yay!
I found your red hat with Harrington embroidered on the back under my bed and it’s exactly what I needed. A little piece of you..It still smells like dog and motor and comfort. I miss you terribly babe. Writing in this blog makes me feel close to you though, and I’ll take what I can get. It’s like..my life has no reason. I just walk around and go on the computer and do nothing...
Listen
Dear Scotty,
Last night was our last night together for..8 days. You’re going on a cruise over thanksgiving. I’m gonna miss you so much. Last night we just layed around, listened to Chasing Cars and Far Away, and held each other tight. We didn’t get to have a real goodbye, because my dad was home when we got there, and I didn’t expect him to be. But that’s alright....
Dear scott,
Cheat on me. I dare you. I deserve it and you have a good excuse. I was awful and horrible and all you were was perfect. I’ll be home expecting the worst, expecting a call at any time. But I won’t get one, even though in some twisted way, it’ll make me feel better. I won’t get one because you’re perfect. Fuck you. Get me back, I’m a bitch,
...
Dear Scott,
Today was by far one of my favorite days this year. At around noon my dad had a gig and you came over. We curled up with hot chocolate and watched Fox & the Hound. I quit my obsessive diet the other day, and so I actually smiled. And laughed. We went to your house for dinner and then you drove me home. We again spent a half hour saying goodbye. It’s just so hard to let you...
Dear Scott,
I know I haven’t written in a while and I’m sorry, but I’ve been super busy with school and everything. We’re doing better than ever..Halloween was last night and we went with kennie and miles. Ever since I’ve been hanging out with friends, I’ve gotten alot happier:) I’m sure you’ve noticed. Today was the first time we had sex like for...
October 2011
1 post
Dear scott
I thought everything was going well.. We don’t hang out as much as we’d like, but that was expected. We do sexual stuff and I’m not sure. But apparently you feel like it’s been awkward lately, and we got into a huge discussion about you breaking promises. I have such high expectations of you and get really upset when you don’t follow through. I know that sometimes...
September 2011
5 posts
Dear Scott,
Today was really fun. (: I had no practice (for once in my life) and we were both sick lil babies. I thought we were gonna watch a movie and curl up and such. But alas, we can’t be in the house by ourselves without jumping on top of each other. :) I guess that’s what most teenagers are like though. In any case today was really chill and we just layed in bed and cuddled...
Dear Scott,
We. Had. Sex.
It was goofy and sweaty and serious and happy and painful and short and scary and comfortable and most of all, it was full of love. And that’s all that really counts.
And now I’m certain, that I will never forget you for as long as I live.
When my teenage daughter asks me who I had my first time with, I want to be able to point across the room and say,...
Dear Scott,
The other night you picked me up because I had been craving ice cream. We went to Skelley’s only to find that it was closed. You wanted to park and hook up, like in the movies and so we drove down to the beach. It was dark and perfect and there were like a million stars out..and you had to pee. And then you got creeped out and wanted to find a better place. We drove around for...
Dear Scott,
Last night was amazing. And our lives are gonna become this amazing always. Because we are mobile. (: Because I love you more each day. Tee hee. Last night you picked me up and we went to see Kendra, because she had just gotten her wisdom teeth out. Then we went to your house to do..well, what we do. And then we left to see if anyone could hang out. Since they couldn’t and you...
Happy 11 months, loser :)
Dear Scott,
I can’t believe it’s almost been a year. craaaazzyyy. (:
We had a super fun day the other day at my camp. We went tubing and hung out with my cousins and went to a football game (yayyy for real football) and went to Olympia Sports and the grocery storee. Today we hung out at suissveile because it was super super rainy, and we took steel-face for a walk. :). Gahh my...
August 2011
4 posts
Dear Scott,
The Laffin’s were up, and we had lots of fun hanging out at Suissveile this week. I really don’t know how to spell that, but I’m too lazy to look it up. I love you! Sometimes we’re really good, and back to normal. But sometimes it still feels tense and awkward. Your dad has been grumpy, and I feel badly being over all the time uninvited. Gahhh I just feel like...
dear scott,
I’m terribly, terribly sorry.
I love you.
Love, Grace
Dear Scott,
Today was the day after my birthday. Aaron had slept over the night before, so when I arrived we all hung out in your room. Your Dad had to take D to ortho, so we went to Buckey’s for lunch, got a ride back with Uncle, drove the tractor, and hung out in the Ranger. You gave me a key. Just in case. It made me so freaking happy, like physical proof that I’m going to stick around....
July 2011
14 posts
Dear Scott,
I love you so so so much. Thank you for listening to me and helping me with issues that, as a boyfriend, you shouldn’t be hearing. I’m sorry I’m so insecure. I’m sorry I get jealous. I’m sorry I get upset and don’t tell you why.
We went jetskiing with Cristen’s friend’s boyfriend? Yea. And we fell off and it was really really really...
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Dear Scott,
Today we walked to your house after soccer practice with Steel-face. FFR: Pink gatorade (or was it powerade? Is awesome.) We watched Ice Age all cuddled up in bed. (: We did dirty things, and then we went outside to do who knows what to the truck. I got bored of sitting in the garage and went inside. I felt kind of bad because you were all “Grace please come be with me.”...
Dear Scott,
We are made of beautiful flawless days, and rough nights.
For every wave we jump over, and every dirty joke we laugh at, there’s an argument or an awkward silence or a tear.
But the dark is too slight to hold back all our bright. It’s worth it, every little thing that goes wrong. Because in the end, you’re mine, and I’m yours. Peas in a pod. The exact same...
lalalala,
Dear Scott!
You are in the capeeeee, I am not.
BOOOOOOOOOO!
You’re cute.
We did dirty things finally. :)
Hehe.
Miss you love you<3
Love, Grace
Dear Scott,
I’m so thankful you are in my life. I hope to God you know that. My mom took away Bunny, and I was a tad bit heartbroken. I am under the impression that everything good in my life eventually gets taken away. Brandy, my family, my bunny. And if you’re next on that list, God help me. The only reason I can get through all of my shit is because I have you next to me, helping...
cape cod, bitch.
Dear Scott,
I’m soooooo excited stoked for the cape!
Today we hung out at the beach with your family, it was nice. (: You put a pink flower in my hair and it was berry cute. Like Bunny. We just hung out all day, and listened to Straight Outta Compton. Bahaha, terrible song. You threw me in the water and I belly flopped and started crying because it hurt so bad. I felt bad though, because...