Letters To Scott

Dear Scott,
We’re talking, friends, flirting. Last night I said we should stay apart and you fought for me like crazy. I’ve never heard you cry, never heard how much you needed me. I’ve never felt so loved. You admitted that our relationship failed partly because of you, and I really appreciated you saying that. You told me that if you let me go, you would never be able to forgive yourself, and idk. I love you so so much. I am so happy. We went on our first date tonight and it was one of the best nights of my life. We went to white lake pizza, McDonald’s for dessert, and then sat by the lake and listened to the radio. I couldn’t help myself, I kissed you back. It couldn’t have felt more right, we couldn’t have been more perfect. I’m excited for our next date, our second first everything else. I love you Scott, and these past few days I’ve really realized how much. Love, grace

Dear Scotty,
We broke up today. It’s January 23rd. We don’t make each other happy, and it sucks but it’s true. You are my best friend, and I love you. But I can’t love you with all my heart until I love myself. I need to figure some shit out Scott, and I just couldn’t do it with you. No more October 3rd. No more kisses. No more goodnight, sleep tight. No more Gracie and Scott. We’re still friends of course, and I don’t think it could’ve ended sweeter.
But I never thought it would come to this.
Soon we’ll be together again. Soon, after space and talking and flirting and nervous dates and a second first kiss. Soon baby. I love you,
Love grace

Dear Scott,
Brett is up with his friend Mackenzie for the long weekend. Even though you were grumpy about the lake not being frozen, you me Dana Brett and Mackenzie went to the pine cone in wolfboro. I got AMAZING peanut butter pie. You Dana and Brett smoked on the ride there, and I kind of..idk it looked fun. It didn’t look gross, it just seemed like normal teenage activities. After the clambake kind of ended we blasted music and you and Brett sang queen songs at the top of your lungs. I was cracking up the whole ride home. I love youu haha and your singing skills. We watched football and ate mexican food and the pats crushed the broncos! Whoot, whoot! I wanted to sleep over and drink and learn how to smoke but your mom didn’t want me to. That’s alright though, I still had an awesome day boo.
Love,
Gracie

Dear Scott,
You’re amazing.
Love, grace.

Dear scott,
We’ve been having so much fun lately! So much love and so much cuteness and I love it! We went out to breakfast the other morning :) and it’s snowing out and we are gonna have an awesome 2012. I love you so so SO much baby :). You’re my bestest friend

We had an awesome day. We laughed and joked and I was happier than I’ve been in a long time. You took my face in your hands and told me that you missed me, that you were glad I was back. We both cried. There’s nothing that I want more than to stay this happy with you, to stay this in love. We ate dinner at Cristen’s and watched a movie and it was perfect. I don’t even know how to describe it. We’re just…back. You’re leaving for new years and I can’t shake the urge to drink. So we’re having our own little party on Friday night. I’m excited and terrified and looking forward to it. I love you koala :)

Merry Christmas baby

Dear Scotty, today started out wonderful. I felt so in love with you, just like when we first started going out. And then the boys started talking about smoking and it bothered me so much, and you put me down in health class again.. I don’t blame you. I understand that I’m no fun anymore, and more and more you count on Ryan to make you happy. We had a good talk today, I realized I need to stop telling you all my problems. I need to tell you I love you more. I’m tired of being grumpy and sad and fighting. I wanna be happy again. So then the day got way better. We laughed and joked and fell asleep all tangled up. Just me and you in the dark, us again. Finally us. I hope tomorrow is great, I love you boo. Love, gracie.

Hey Baby!

We had a fun day today :). A little awkward-ly tension-y at some points, but overall good. We went to Kenzie’s bonfire party and you asked Sophia every question to do with lesbians you could think of. Now I think you guys are way closer and you said you’ll text her all the time. I like when you make friends. (: I don’t like thinking about you having “things” with other girls in the past. Stupid stupid me :) I know. But Morgan (who it was really nice to see) and Sophia and you and there was too much “I used to like Scott, didn’t I..” for me. Much too much. Haha I don’t know. I think I’m just crazy. Crazy in looooveee. (: I love you cutie. You’re my whole entire world.

Love, G